Sometimes

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Sometimes
I feel like I'm looking for something that no one could give me
and it hurts like hell

I accept that she's gone
I just have to live with it for the rest of my life

Sometimes
I feel like there's no healing in death
Death is what it is, and I accept it

I have to move forward now
But that's what I'm having difficulties with

I appreciate the tough love
but all I want right now is a hug
and to hear "baby you'll be alright"

Sometimes
I feel like I want to scream
but there's no air inside
I must face the fact that I'll always be a motherless child

I don't want you to pity me
I just want you to listen

Listen to the words never spoken
the tears never shed
the hugs never felt
the letters never read

Moments I've never had
Moments that pass me by

Sometimes
I feel like I've been secretly mourning all my life
but thank God feelings come and go
some bring joy some bring sorrow
temporarily my thoughts cast off
like a vapor in the wind

I'm back to reality
My mother's gone
but I know that I'm never alone
there's a greater Love that keeps me grounded
A greater Love
and I'm glad I found it
I'm glad I found It.